Stars of radiant white light
Shining bright they dance across the forever dark.
Time stands still when they appear,
Darting to' and fro'
Spikes and sparks left in their wake,
Unknowing, absorbed without problems or aches.
Alone and unnoticed
Silent I stand in the darkness,
Willing and yet unwilling to make myself known.
Surrounded by emptiness that seeps through the soul,
Doubt and fear pierce the heart
With thoughts blue as twilight,
The shadows calls towards the disappearing lights of starshine,
Once again the ever sweetly persuasive whispers
Reach and pull my essence adrift.
Unnoticed or missed
I join the inky, beckoning fingers of the shadows,
Floating aimlessly amongst memories
Confused at my existence,
Lost, and yet found.
Dancing round me,
Spirals of sparks and spikes
Calling out to me "Come and join our dance!
Oh come and join the lights of the angles!"
Surprised, yet shy
Afraid but longing for understanding
Another calling reaches towards my essence,
Stronger, fiercer, unwilling to let go!
Torn apart by shadow and star
Adrift, afar from both I am now,
Joining neither, my answer still unclear.
A choice to be made,
Instead I wait and watch
Fading and not fading out of existence,
In my shining darkness.